Friday, July 2, 2010
When u're feelin low, things jus seem to be -ve to u... u'll somehw mayb interpret normal stuff to become -ve stuff.. itz happening now, i tink.
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(1) i feel lik i've disappted her, okie disappt seems too strong a word maybe but.. u noe when some1 stil nags at u, u stil haf hope? if ppl dun bother abt u le, itz almost lik really givin up? Of cos i dun xpect to be constantly nagged. i shd do & run my own stuff well enuf. But oh well, see? itz da -ve vibes so i thot.. yup but i sorta let her dwn abit & dun feel v gd abt tis~
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(2) today's lik a day of "no responses". nvr gt da replies i want... to my msgs in whats.app~ nvr gt da replies i want.. when i was talkin to fren jus now~ nvr gt da response fr a fren in ms.n oso~
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But at wk, i feel lik cloning into a few more MEs so i can do multiple tasks at 1 time. it doesnt help tat i'm slow at certain stuff.. & when u put together stuff, u need info from everywhere.. & when u doing stuff, u get distracted by ppl, calls, qns.. & when solving 1issue, it leads to another issue.. & thus original issue gets delayed... i feel lik i can't complain, to anyone... cos i dun haf da right to. itz my fault tat things gt stalled.. but i oso can't help it tat my tiny brains can oni process tis amt of stuff at 1 time & i can't type 2 docs at 1 go? Are tis excuses? i hope not. i'm tryin to make it wk now. everything's urgent, deadlines are screamin. it oso didnt help tat a piece of wk was not reviewed den suddenly i gt asked hw's it & it becums my fault as da deadline's damn close? i oni haf tis much time in a day & i cannot dun slp. been slping less than 4 or 5hrs tis week. if oni i can dun slp. tat would be fab. okie there. i said it. thks bloggie, for letting me rant.
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(1) i feel lik i've disappted her, okie disappt seems too strong a word maybe but.. u noe when some1 stil nags at u, u stil haf hope? if ppl dun bother abt u le, itz almost lik really givin up? Of cos i dun xpect to be constantly nagged. i shd do & run my own stuff well enuf. But oh well, see? itz da -ve vibes so i thot.. yup but i sorta let her dwn abit & dun feel v gd abt tis~
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(2) today's lik a day of "no responses". nvr gt da replies i want... to my msgs in whats.app~ nvr gt da replies i want.. when i was talkin to fren jus now~ nvr gt da response fr a fren in ms.n oso~
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But at wk, i feel lik cloning into a few more MEs so i can do multiple tasks at 1 time. it doesnt help tat i'm slow at certain stuff.. & when u put together stuff, u need info from everywhere.. & when u doing stuff, u get distracted by ppl, calls, qns.. & when solving 1issue, it leads to another issue.. & thus original issue gets delayed... i feel lik i can't complain, to anyone... cos i dun haf da right to. itz my fault tat things gt stalled.. but i oso can't help it tat my tiny brains can oni process tis amt of stuff at 1 time & i can't type 2 docs at 1 go? Are tis excuses? i hope not. i'm tryin to make it wk now. everything's urgent, deadlines are screamin. it oso didnt help tat a piece of wk was not reviewed den suddenly i gt asked hw's it & it becums my fault as da deadline's damn close? i oni haf tis much time in a day & i cannot dun slp. been slping less than 4 or 5hrs tis week. if oni i can dun slp. tat would be fab. okie there. i said it. thks bloggie, for letting me rant.
*Ever Thine_Ever Mine_Ever Ours* 12:54 AM.
