Wednesday, April 7, 2010
i shd be doing work but so distracted laa... Am surfing net & all but jus nt doing work...
Itz a pwetty happenin wkend.. Haps cos it was oso abit of a roller.coaster ride of feelings tat went on.. for me. It was jus a freakin emai.l but fwah u noe, da powDer of wordss + an emo-unstable state of mind + bad mood equals a war declared.. of harsh sentences & angry shooting~~
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Tat shd stil be fine xcept i was da receiving party. Totally out of da blue outburst frm a friend. When da gals msg me abt it, told me to go read it.. Totally din xpect it at all. i was reali shocked at da outburst but den a fren called & xplained.. Realised she's in a super stressed mode & machiam wana breakdwn, so i do not blame her for her mean words. She's in a bad mood so she misread my emai.l & it was lik a spark went off for her ba & she gt angry wif me & went firing. I was like "WTH?!" & in her anger she shoot out stuff which made me wonder... are da rest really tinkin da same lik u? & tat was da tipping point for me. i was on da fone wif lavender.dear & went :( well she xplained.. & okie~ at least tatz not wat da rest were tinkin. **phew**
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What upset me was da thot of them misunderstandin me & possibly talkin bad behind my back, which's totally Sec.sch stuff lah!! But heng it wasn't.. it was da emo one who got too carried away & started blabbering. i hate being maligned. Period.
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Well, we've been frenz for lik.. 14yrs! so misunderstandin cleared.. life goes on~ da whole grp met up on sun & we had a gd chat **hugs** i owiz tink tat COMMUNICATION is most impt! & being frenz for donkey yrs, da trust & honesty shd be there~ :) We were tinkin hw to helpout da emo one. She canot owiz be lik tis.. Feel stressed & trapped & den gt sparked off to an emo-trail. She's lucky to haf a gd hubby & gd frenz (nt jus us). Hope all will go well for her :)
This shd nvr happen~~
*Ever Thine_Ever Mine_Ever Ours* 1:10 AM.
