Sunday, November 9, 2008
When i 1st heard May.day's new song, it seems to reflect reality. How many ppl are truly truly happy? Well, u can be happy on da surface but deep down u're not. Or u're unhappy but u try to be +ve or u've no choice but to put up a strong front & appear happy.
'Slacky-ness to the max' is best to describe hw i feel abt work now... My major projects are near completion or ended. Work for nex yr's publicity seems to be decreasing... So unmotivated! & i hate tis feeling! why... am i a workaholic... But what really bothers me is i've to take up another new portfolio.. Which is more mundane, more juz-follow-policy & ya allow me to say.. more boring~~ *sigh* And! i haven't even started tis new scope yet... but soon! mayb tis week! *shucks* When i start to learn & reali do it, i reckon u really haf to pull me out of bed & drag me to wk... =(
See? So i'm tryin to act happy too.. At least to my fam, coz dad oni understand nuts abt my wk issues... Least Mum can do da 'nod-head..hmm' look...
But for certain things, i'm really glad & happy to have them & appreciate it loads! My fam.. & ppl, u noe who u're! =) Hey u! Rushin fr submission bt stay chilled la... stressed & nid a ear juz beep me... & u over there! dun slog too hard & all... Rem follow ur heart & most impt-ly do wat wil make u happy k? **hugs**
Okie peeps, wish me luck for my ni.hon.go test tis Sat! *tryin to study*
May.Day song
你不是真正的快樂
你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了
然後才後悔著
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部
結束在此刻 重新開始活著
*Ever Thine_Ever Mine_Ever Ours* 1:19 AM.
